Saturday, May 9, 2009

We are still alive, barely!

HEcTiC, cRaZY, fUn, DrAMatIc, life has been nothing short of these!! It's been amazing, tiring, frustrating, and wonderful, sometimes all in the same day. Four o'clock mornings are kicking my butt, but I love my new job! I am thankful to have an amazingly wonderful loving husband who so graciously helps with getting the kids dressed and off to daycare in the mornings, some nights picking them up from daycare, never complains that I NEVER cook anymore, the house is ALWAYS a mess, he NEVER has clean socks, and that I just want to sleep when I get home. He SPOILS me rotten. I miss my kids, yell at my kids, rush my kids and can't wait for my kids to go to sleep all in the (maybe) 3 hours I get to spend with them. I sometimes fell like I am a horrible mother and wife. I really need to learn how to "do it all" again! Rylee and Baylee got a new swingset (thanks to grandma and papa Rod) and they honestly don't come in until 7 or 8 every night! I love that my kids love the outdoors. Baylee screams her head off when we bring her in at night! Rylee is working on her manners and is doing a mighty fine job. Now if only we could get her to work on her whinnyness! Baylee is a MoNStEr!! She is the happiest girl ever but she can throw a mean fit. She can find a grain of sand in my carpet and try to eat it. She is starting to take steps around the furniture and thinks she is pretty tricky! I am so thankful to have 2 amazing beautiful fun kids and an extremly wonderful husband! What would life be without them?